Pita bruises like a peach, pita bruises like a peach

Today I had fun with myself. I spent three and a half hour at Starbucks reading Tully and I loved every minute of it. I forgot that I love reading. I don't even remember what it's like to read a book so good. It's like in those movies when everything around you pass by so fast, the only visible thing is streaks of color in the background. And you're the focus of the camera. Me. It's been so long since I had a me-time.

After thirty-two bucks and two back-to-back episodes of american idol later, I think it's safe to say that this DIY time went far better than previous one. Still need to think of outfits that would complement these babies of mine though before I can sell them... And that's right, get a jungle red heart brooch from me for only 10 bucks rather than paying five times for it from you know where ( topshop). Hahahahahaa! Im so bad in marketing

Anyway, I need to go and take a power nap. We're going to go to a twenty-four hour store later and I'm so psyched to see stuffs! so bye!

Finally done with oppressive economics today. It was pretty alright except the fact I kept on falling asleep while thinking of what to write. Went down to eat seven plates of ice creams and Singapore-lot meat for only fifteenth bucks afterwhich. Because we are estudiantes and we get discount deals every day of our lives.

I found quite a number of nauticalish in my closet and totally am thrilled with it. I think I do have an armyish beige blazer somewhere which is like a size too small but like my mum said Beauty is pain. I just wish I have something of an army green :(

I feel like I need to pay for a lot of stuffs this coming March. In need of ; new foundation & eyeliner, dye-job, tripod and not forgetting my crafting supplies which will cost like ... me. Life so sucks when I'm broke. And Im moving house next month temporarily for two months till I permanently move to my flat. As much as I'm emotionally unwilling to do a lot of moving ins and outs, I think mr moneymaker is financially approving of this. Did I say financially? I meant good-samaritanly

I'm tired but I don't want to fall asleep yet. Meeting some buyers and going to spotlight to buy some chains and felts to start with my DIY tomorrow. Going to meet girlfriends on friday and saturday for some good loving time heeheeheehee ^^ We also plan to revamp mizi's jackets. I don't think I'm trustworthy enough to handle people's things but apparently zara has some nice jackets in case anything fails. anyway, bai bai ~

Today was a good day;

1. swept the house early in the morning

2. watched friends ( again ) and is still the funniest thing ever

3. covered 4 chapters of econs after meeting a buyer

4. bought 5 books at book fair for only thirty bucks

5. found a decent spectacles after like forever and a day of hunting

6. A girl bought my handmade headband with me making a loss of five bucks. It seems like I'm on the same boat as kids who slave themselves working in factories and get paid nuts, but I definitely am the happiest kid alive right now

7. I will treat my friends with the money I made from selling headband. and I am undoubtedly waiting for Dionne to treat her friends too ^^

Died at Dhobby Ghaut yesterday with plastic bags full of groceries, feathers and fabrics. Went to meet some buyers and rushed home to prepare what seems to be the best spaghetti I ever came up with. Soaked the shrimps in butter because I really did not feel comfortable eating a whole loads of oil. We had bacons too! Melted them all in mozarella and my oh my, nothing ever beats it .. except for American Idol of course!

Why Mary kate and Ashley are my fave

How was everyone's chinese new year cum valentine's day ? Like many many years had passed, no big family again, no reunion dinner again this year. I thought I would just stick to lots of pizzas and many many cds and I was furiously irritated when nobody wants to do that. I thought that was the end of me; doomed, damned, done.

Ashton Kutcher said it's valentine's day you don't think you just do. So I traveled half the city back and forth to meet my favourite boy. We had lunch at seoul garden for a while and I even managed to force him to get me tissue-flower. It's difficult to be away from this boy so I'm not going to even try. Thats what they said about teenagers' love : full of life, full of hope and ignorant of reality.

Met sister for the rest half of the day to celebrate chinese new year. Went to catch valentine's day which was massive with so many actors and roughly 5 minutes of Taylor Lautner... Ohwell.

That was my 14th February, for today; I'm going to do lots of bloglovin, spaced by free channels on cable, exercise and sleeeeep!

I'm at the point of my life where everything drives me to the edge of the cliff when really, there is no cliff to jump off. So I'm just being pushed towards an endless nothing and it's tiring, it's so full of uncertainties of how any more longer this would last or I would last in this matter.

Things are pretty much a blur from where I'm standing now. I don't know where to start fixing from, what cracks to be filled. Everyday feels like a battle; and I just have an army of my-selves.

I missed days of obliviousness, of having no worries having to bear responsibilities from my actions because everything was so trivial and point of living was just to be happy as a child. It's no longer the case now.

I got up each morning with a lot of things to do. And really, how much issues an eighteen year old could have? I have no idea. They're like wolves running out to me, trying to get a piece of me back-to-back. And I'm tired of having no armor, no shit to hold on to, y'know ?

My life is not even a blank. It's so packed with many things I don't even want to do. It might be a week ago I still have something to look forward to but it feels like a lifetime since I felt that. I can't even be excited for tomorrow which hopefully would be filled with lots of cds and reminders of why I should be grateful I'm even alive.

I can talk with no stops about what I'm feeling right now but I know so much that I am world weary.

So busy nowadays

physically and emotionally;

p/s : wore my fave shirt today! it's from the bestest friend I have in the whole wide world :)

Never knew egg tart could taste like that, still am loyal to subway's peanut butter cookies until death do us apart that is, sticky sweets rock my life and prosperity burger is the reason why I'm alive.

oversized bowler hat, spoiled underwater lomo and superfabulous chanel find

The day I felt six feet under the ground

Unlike everybody else, I pretty much have to over-score my test on Wednesday to do fairly well. That's pretty much like a challenge. I like challenges.. . I don't work well under pressure, but challenge? I rise up and own it. Even if I could not make the paper flies, I know I'll get my standard of ninety by trying really really hard.

I think I pretty much have really nice friends. They believe in me even when I have zero faith on myself. And I think that's what friends are for, is not it. Daddy is in town, kissed him on cheek earlier in the morning because I can't stand how hostile I've been. When I got home, my room was sparkling clean. Guess I'm back to daddy's fave girl, heeheehee

A'ight suckers, I need to get my type of ninety, and by the way, wore my favourite shirt today! I don't wear it out often but I like this shirt